The Station

yeah, i'm going through a "what does it all mean" phase, so i hear ya. the only thing that gets me through the day is knowing that later i'm going to have unprotected sex with hookers while shooting up heroin between my toes with a borrowed syringe while robbing a convenience store while skydiving. it just makes me feel so alive

LOL!!! Man, that's hilarious!

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Brian we love you for who you are, we don't know who you want to be, we know who you are now.

I hardly wake up with a smile, today i did because i have a day off and have a list of stuff i'm going to get done today. Most days i just want to stay in bed all day and sleep.

I feel simliar, i go through life day after day just waiting for summer, when it will be over with the school year. So that i don't have to deal with the stresses at work.

Everyone wishes they could be a better person or different in some way.

Question, How are you making life worse for the people you know?

I dunno, I'm just disappointed with how poorly I keep in touch with you and other people back home. Even people that live near me now I've been promising to hang out with them and I never make the time. A lot of people I know just seem to have their life together and don't disappoint the people they know.

I'm not even going to start on how I make life worse for my family. If I could only flip that switch from "evil" to "nice."

I feel very similar, i feel like i should be calling people like you or La, but i just don't and it's not that i don't want to it's just that time doesn't allow it. That's probably an excuse, and i should schedule a time to do these things but i still blame time.

Stupid time, i hate it.

Yep, I hear you loud and clear.